| loud scream |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|03:22 pm] |
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damn it sarah i havent talked to you in like a million years. so how are you and paul i hear good things. no but ya. i want to go back to texas because here its like what the fuck, and thats a bunch of bullshit. all i want is my texas friends back but they said im all city'd out its hard core crazy. but ya i have boogers woohoo. i miss texas real good. i think i am gonna go back like next year just because i can its gnarly there yay any who its time to go bye bye love you jerks k bye |
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| im sick boo |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|03:34 pm] |
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im uber sick abd i hate it so much i feel like im gonna die maybe thats not such a bad idea |
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| happy birthday to me |
[May. 16th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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| |  ditzy | ] |
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| | niki fm-hawthorne heights | ] |
yay im 16 today is the coolest ever im sooooo super ditzy today and i dunno why i have a crown and everything its so fucking awesome yay. its soo crazy. oh ya i got my face painted like a kitty its so cool i love it im the coolest kat ever i win and everyone loves it well if they dont they do now. im the princess so ya i win. oh ya me and jenn are gonna move out well in two years but it should come really fast we've been friends for like all of middle school but we've been best friends for two year and only had one fight but that was becuse of that stupid bitch deanna but im over it and me and jen are good swo yay |
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| im soo sad |
[May. 5th, 2005|12:47 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
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| | everybodys changing-keane | ] |
i feel like everyone is treating me different because of the poetry slam. even tysh is different when i comes to slam talk. i didnt lose or anything i just dropped out for tysh and maybe this is all in my head but it sometimes feels like shes rubbing it in my face. like the other day she was like carlos is coming but hes just gonna work with the slam team. i dont care if hes there or not i dont work with him. but shes just different and maybe i made a mistake by dropping out for her i dunno. who else is different...... kipp but i dunno if its because of poetry but whatever it doesnt bother me that much so whatever............. carlos is also different ever since i talked to him about a bunch of stuff once again another mistake i knew i shouldnt have opened up to him. im seriously not gonna trust anyone anymore ive given up on me and evryone else. i hate this school already im almost positive that this is my last year here i cant be around this many fake ass holes it just not right i know everywhere that i go there is gonna be fake people but atleast if i go somewhere else i dont have to make friends.
this might sound like i hate tysh and thats not it at all i love her to death and i dont know that shes meaning to sound like that but its prolly just me. she is such an awesome friend and person |
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| yay for jenn |
[May. 2nd, 2005|11:51 am] |
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today is her birthday and i am soo happy because that means in exactly 2 years were goaan move out. its cool because my birthday is in exactly 2 weeks so when we live together we can always celebrate our birthdays together yay |
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| i dunno why im depressed |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:50 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | when i go down-relient k | ] |
everything is just so fucked up. and i feel so alone. theres absolutely no one that i can really talk to except carlos contreas (poetry dude) he is just the greatest person he cares so much and he doesnt try to put his opinion in on me or anything like that he just listens. um he wrote a poem about us and it made me cry. he performed it at the slam and he did really well. im glad that he is our poetry coach and he doesnt act like hes better than us or anything. hes just an all around good guy.
yesterday i was just really blah and i was crying all day then carlos came and he talked to me and he told me stuff about him and ya then i cried again im such a wimp. i almost think that he was about to cry he was looking at me like he wanted to do something but he didnt know what to do and that made me even sadder |
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| oh my goodness |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|02:39 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
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| | light my fire-the doors yay | ] |
there is soooo much drama at the site accross the street well big sarcastic suprise its between some chicks. i'm soooo glad that i go to this site yay because there is no drama here everyone gets along its cool. oh and jacob just told some crack head something it was sooo funny ha ha ha. oh oh i have a bodyguard well me and tysh its wayne the big tall scary dude hes cool though cooler than scott like by a million |
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| blah |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|02:31 pm] |
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la la la la |
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| sometimes i get really angy |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | me and the moon-something corporate | ] |
people just piss me off so much and i dunno why i guess im just easily annoyed yay |
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| sigh |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|08:32 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | none | ] |
im so over school and everything im bored so ya |
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| sigh spring break sucked |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | who i am hates who i've been-relient k | ] |
so i didnt go to texas my parents are evil. so i stayed in this fucked up town. oh but i hung out with twiggy and that was the best part yay. and i finaly met aj totaly akward. well im donzo with this yay.so bye bye |
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| its snowing |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|08:54 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | some song that i dunno what its called or who sings it | ] |
not a lot but its still snowing. i seriously need to get away from albuquerque i hate this town or city or whatever you call it. and ya this friday i went with my sister to pena with her boyfriend carlos and his cousin juan, this dude abe, this really funny dude fernando,and this cool dude jose. my sis wanted me to hook up with jose but he reminded me of my friend alex from memorial who killed himself so i couldn't do that, not literaly do but ya. the dudes abe and juan were uber hott but they were too old for me well i didnt think so but my sister did just because they were like 23 an 21 |
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| drama rama |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|10:55 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | crossfade-cold | ] |
wow everything is so crazy at school we got a whole bunch of new kids and ya then yesterday we got this new dude and i think hes cute and i dont think a lot of people are cute especially people at school but i think he has a chick but its cool i dont wanna like hook up with him or anything so ya. oh ya and me and anduardo are friends not how we used to be but being friends is ok i'll deal with it. yesterday we went to the zoo and it was so fun the aminals dont like tysh he he he well except for the the red looking monkeys i know it starts with an o but ya that little monkey tried to look up her skirt is was so funny. blah blah oh ya and victor likes christina like a lot and she doesn't like him like that i dunno what i should tell her so if anyone knows what i should tell her to tell him i seriously need help i soo cant do this |
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| im so pissed |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|10:17 am] |
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my parents are ass holes theyre not letting me go to california with tysh for spring break but heyre letting me go to texas to see my cousins in new braunfels population like 1000 maybe less and i cant smoke because no one over there knows i smoke so ya |
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| grrrr. |
[Feb. 11th, 2005|02:45 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
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| | none | ] |
so today we are getting ready to go to santa fe for charter school day at the legislature. yay its gonna be so much fun im excited about it. and josh was lost for a long time then he just popped outta nowhere. oh and we went to walmart today and i saw some of my highland friends, i saw my cousin mikey, his stupid whore kacee, some other stupid chick, jason and julian. so that was fun. and ya then we spent all day gluing ribbons for monday. |
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| valentines day |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|09:32 am] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
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| | she has no time-keane | ] |
i hate valentines day because i never have a boi. omly in 8th grade i didi but i didint like him that much. his name was anthony or his name still is but ya. oh and yesterday i saw sergio at the mall. hes still soooo hott. i love him even though hes an ass hole. he was with my friend michael and santi. i was with christina and it was fun. but i still need a boi for valentines day. i mean theres scott but he just buys me things and i dont like him like that at all. hes nice but no................. i wish i knew what eduardo was thinking then maybe i could figure him out becausr i really like him and i havent liked a guy since virgil. and i knew i shouldnt have ket mysekf like him i shouldnt have listened to any one i shoulda just hurt him before he could hurt me. but hes soooo cute. but whatever.im over it. last night was the first night that i didnt talk to a.j in like six months. so that was really weird. and i couldnt sleep because of it. hes like my best guy friend. jenn is still my best friend of all time, but ya |
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| ya baby |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|10:30 am] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
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| | music in my head | ] |
im soo hyper and i need a boi soo super bad. |
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| picture time. |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|10:30 am] |
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| | cynical | ] |
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| | dont know | ] |
me kipp and evan just took retarded pics. good clean fun i promise. its friday and im at school and im absolutly bored. oh and my donna is here december!its our inside joke its lovely.mwa ha ha ha i am kipp!! ok that was obviously kipp. and now wveyone is yelling ha ha ha. my weird friend aj is a big fat butt wipe ya i dunno where that came from just a bunch of randomness. i love it. i talked to my kitty jacob the other day so ya. i love my kitty hes sooo great. josh just walked in and ya he wants to go to the mall and ya. evan is such a cool guy hes all punk rock for sure. im actually not tired for once im always tired. thats hillarious im sooo funny. and ya. i have to go get mine and kipps pix that we took in las cruces and their gonna be fabulous. we took pix of the stupidest thing cuz we are stupid ha ha ha |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|06:26 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | blah | ] |
blah blah |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|08:17 am] |
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im soooo tired and this school sux |
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